The Man Who Sold The World

               A fost o saptamana… a naibii de grea . Multe teste. Nu foarte grele. Dar stresul ala te ucide. Si apoi suspansul cu notele. Urasc sa fiu tinuta pe jar.

            Inainte nu asteptam sfarsitul de saptamana… cu atata ardoare.. dar acum e parca o minune cereasca . La prima vedere. Dar.. ajung acasa, vinerea dupa ore .. si ma paleste o plictiseala de toata frumusetea. Si un somn incredibil. Si uite asa-ti trece ziua de vineri. Sambata inveti si scrii ca robotul , ca deh , esti a12a si nu-ti permiti sa te duci nepregatit, fiind in defavoarea ta iar duminica iti tragi si tu sufletul iesind  sa incerci sa-i zambesti soarelui care se pare ca e mai indulgent anul asta . 

          Ideea e ca vreau sa se termine tot stresul asta cat mai repede.. dar apoi vin lucruri cat mai complicate. E un intreg zbucium in mine. De cateva zile ascult asta intr-una. 

         Ma stiti. Il ador pe Kurt. Pe Nirvana. Ideea e ca .. desi versurile transmit o anumita chestie..mie total altceva. Ma uit la videoclip , desi il stiu pe de rost. Ma obsedeaza privirea si gesturile lui Kurt. Felul cum e imbracat.Acel pulover , verde, blugii.. totul . Pare atat de serios , concentrat… trist . Ador cum e imbracat. Daca as putea doar asa m-as imbraca. O bluza cat mai larga , sa tina si de cald si niste blugi . E si ultimul lor spectacol.. Mi-as fi dorit sa fiu acolo.Nu pot sa zic ca e idolul meu nici ca-l ador doar din compasiune. Ma atrage pur si simplu. Prin tot ce a fost. 

        Are ….avea in el un soi de tristete in care ma regasesc. Nu mereu o arata. La fel si eu. Ascultandu-i melodiile saptamana asta am incercat sa inteleg , de fapt , de ce am starea asta atat de apatica. Nu cred ca e doar din cauza scolii.Mi-am amintit numeroase lucruri.Si am constientizat alte sute. Ca pot trai si fara anumite persoane, pe care , pana ieri , mi-erau poate printre cele mai dragi persoane. Ca oamenii se schimba si te pot surprinde chiar daca ai 15,18,30,45 de ani. Omul intotdeauna va fi imprevizibil. O fiinta atat de parsiva. 

      Descoperi lucruri la care nu te-ai fi asteptat niciodata. Realizezi ca o persoana la care  nu te-ai fi gandit vreodata , stie , ca pentru tine Oli , Kurt e ” your love ” . Lucru ce cu siguranta-ti schimba seara. Ca un plan important al vietii tale se poate schimba , doar sa-ti doresti asta, sa oferi sansa inceputurilor.

     Iti dai seama ca parti din sufletul tau au ramas… in urma , odata cu trecutul. Atunci cand vorbeai in spital pana la 3-4 dimineata la telefon cu P.. si adormeai asemeni unui copil cu telefonul la ureche iar el iti asculta somnul dulce. Cand A. iti lasa comentarii din cele mai traznite si te numea ” diva ” . Atunci cand ii puteai spune totul , fara nicio retinere , simtind ca e printre singurele persoane care te poate intelege.  Toate astea au trecut incetul cu incetul. Nu fara a cere ceva in schimb.. 

     Nu poti sa-ti recastigi sufletul. Nu ar mai fi acelasi. El e obligat sa ramana in urma , cu acele amintiri pentru a nu afecta prezentul.. viitorul . Poti insa sa-ti reconstruiesti unul nou. Luand-o de la zero. Cu noi amintiri , noi persoane. Caci daca o persoana a plecat din viata ta, nu a facut-o decat sa faca loc alteia,nefiind apta pentru a-l ocupa.

     Am deviat stiu… doar ca nu-mi poate scoate din cap melodia asta. Butonul de „replay” e la pamant…

     Oare ce ne mai rezerva noiembrie ? Abia a inceput si e incredibil… 

Nu se mai intoarce…

                Timpul nu are puterea sa se intoarca inapoi  . Nimeni nu a reusit sa-l determine sa o faca. Multi s-au rugat , l-au implorat , au varsat rauri de lacrimi… dar degeaba.

                   Toata lumea face greseli. Important e sa le constientizezi … la timp .  Omul e o fire slaba desi universul il vede deasupra tuturor fiintelor . E slab , naiv , prostut . Nu toata lumea isi da seama de greseli la momentul potrivit ajungand sa raneasca si sa schimbe oamenii , relatiile dintre oameni .

                  Chiar daca ajungi pana la urma sa constientizezi c-ai gresit si incerci sa repari ce ai stricat vezi ca de fapt… e imposibil  .Te cuprinde in suflet o stare de tristete , dezamagire de tine insuti .. Cu cine sa  te lupti ? Cu cine sa te certi ? La cine sa apelezi ? Ce poti face ? 

                 Sa plangi ? Ce rost ar avea? Ar da asta timpul inapoi ? Cum am zis … nu . Pur si simplu … te resemnezi , sperand ca pe viitor sa nu mai repeti greseala… 

                 Ce usor si frumos suna , nu ? Dar nu e asa. Stai si te framanti .. pentru ca asa e firea umana. Comite greseli si apoi are de suferit . 

               ……. Imi pare rau . As vrea sa schimb multe . Nu pot . Doare . 

Where do we belong, where did we go wrong
If there’s nothing here, why are we still here?
It’s another time, it’s another day
Give us a little love, give us a little love
We never had enough, we never had enough …

Lepsucccicaaa

Chiar mi-era dor de una. Ca sa nu incep sa fac 457 de postari cat de nasol e intr-a12a ! 😆 

• 1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? – Poateeee… 
• 2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? – Nuuu .. uiti nu ierti 😀 
• 3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” – La o pisica care toarce.
• 4: What’s something you really want right now? – Sa iau BACul cu nota mareeeeee . 
• 5: Are you afraid of falling in love? – Da , ma face sensibila , cu capul in nori.. maleabila.
• 6: Do you like the beach? – Nu ma dau in vant.
• 7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? – Daa, dragut sentiment. 
• 8: What’s the background on your cell? – Poza cu mine , normal. Ma iubesc.
• 9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? –  Ei na. 
• 10: Do you like your phone? – Se poate si mai bine dar ma multumesc cu el . 
• 11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? – Nu toate…
• 12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? – O colega.
• 13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? – Rottweiler clar ! 
• 14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? – Ambele .. cred . 
• 15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? – Da si normal , chiar daca Vaslui e ca o grota. Zoo n-avem dar muzeu da. Bine c-am vizitat in alte orase , yey . 
• 16: Are you tired? – Putin asa . . 
• 17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?  -13 ani . 
• 18: Are they a relative? –  Nu , prietena din copilarie.
• 19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? – Daaa, de ce nu ? 
• 20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? – Acum vreo saptamana si un pic.
• 21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? – In niciun caz. 
• 22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? – Nuuu .. 
• 23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? – Aveam 5 la mana mereu , acum am 4. Am facut si eu un gest de caritate. 
• 24: Is there a certain quote you live by? – ” Nu lupti decat pentru ceea ce iubesti ! ” 
• 25: What’s on your mind? – BAC, INVATAT , OPERE, MULT , LOGICA , ISTORIE .
• 26: Do you have any tattoos? – Nuuuu . 
• 27: What is your favorite color? – Albastru.
• 28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? – Nu , pe ceafa. 
• 29: Who are you texting? – Denisa si M.A.I. [ Nu e Ministerul Afacerilor Interne 😆 ] 
• 30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? – Nuu . 
• 31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? – DAAAAA. NOSTRADAMUS.
• 32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? – Daaaaaa.. normal. 
• 33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? –  Probabil , nu cred totusi. 
• 34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? – Daaaaaaaaa. ” Boabe de cafea ” cum ar spune mama. 
• 35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? – Nu , din fericire !
• 36: Were you single on Valentines Day? – Nuu, ne impacaseram fix in ziua aia . Draguuut. 
• 37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? – Nu prea . 
• 38: What do your friends call you? – Jeg, Imputita, Oli , Isa , Jegston, Jegus .
• 39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? – Da . Oamenii se schimba cand dau de alti prieteni. 
• 40: Have you ever cried over a text? – Parca da . 
• 41: Where’s your last bruise located? – N-am.
• 42: What is it from? – Passs.. 
• 43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? – Dimineata , la scoala. 
• 44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? – O colega cred.
• 45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? – Tenesi.
• 46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? – Nuuuu.
• 47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? – Dumnyezo , noooo ! 
• 48: Do you make supper for your family? – Da, am mai facut-o . E un gest frumos . 
• 49: Does your bedroom have a door? – Nu , am perdea. Traiesc in panta. WTF CE-NTREBARE.
• 50: Top 3 web-pages? – nu stiu la ora asta.
• 51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? – DA, EU . 
• 52: Does anything on your body hurt? – Nuuu..
• 53: Are goodbyes hard for you? – Foarte . Urasc sa fac asta. Sau sa dau ” papucii ” . 
• 54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?- Suc . 
• 55: How is your hair? – Lung , ondulat . 
• 56: What do you usually do first in the morning? – Ma uit la ceas. Injur . Bag capul in perna si apoi incerc sa ma trezesc totusi.
• 57: Do you think two people can last forever? – Nimic nu e pentru totdeauna… 
• 58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? – Aveam 13 ani . DAA !!!!!
• 59: Green or purple grapes? – Verzi . 
• 60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?- Octombrie , sper . 
• 61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?- Uneori . 
• 62: When will be the next time you text someone? – In cateva minute . 
• 63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? – In lumea viselor . 
• 64: What were you doing at 8 this morning? – Stateam in banca motaind de somn. 
• 65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? –Da, M . 
• 66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? – Yeap :3 . 
• 67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? – Nu-mi plac imbratisarile .. si de sarutat n-am sarutat pe nimeni.
• 68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? – ” Aragaz blegggggg .. of , chiar am BAC  anu asta ! „
• 69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? – Se mai intampla..
• 70: How many windows are open on your computer? – 5. 
• 71: How many fingers do you have? – 14 jumate.
• 72: What is your ringtone? – Alternosfera- Inchisoare Alba.
• 73: How old will you be in 5 months? – 18 ani si 9 luni . 
• 74: Where is your Mum right now? – In pat. 
• 75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? – Distanta.
• 76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? – Nuuuuu … 
• 77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? – Daaa. 
• 78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? – Da, un coleg . 😆 
• 79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? – Nop . 
• 80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? – Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Dragut sentiment sa stii ca cineva are grija de tine si-ti vegheaza somnul.
• 81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? – Oh god. 5 cred . 
• 82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? – Nici vorba. 
• 83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? – Daaaa. 😛
• 84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? – Denisaaaa.
• 85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? – Normal. 
• 86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? – Nimic special..
• 87: Who was your last received call from? – Mama.
• 88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? – Traiesc doar o zi.. nu cred.
• 89: What is something you wish you had more of? –  SANATATEEE.
• 90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? – Se intampla …
• 91: Do you sleep with your window open? – Pe frigul asta? Nuuuuuuuu . Obisnuiesc sa dorm invelita pana la urechi indiferent de anotimp.
• 92: Do you get along with girls? – Mhmm…
• 93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? – Cand Denisa are vreun crush 😆 ..
• 94: Does sex mean love? -Nu, in niciun caz.
• 95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? – Da. Ar fi o corvoada.
• 96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? – In buza nu , in limba da . 
• 97: Did you sleep alone this week? – Da…
• 98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? – Familia, prietenii.
• 99: Do you believe in love at first sight? – Daaa.
• 100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise? – Denisa , cred . 

Minte-ti inima..

                        Nu stiu daca vi s-a intamplat sa va fie drag de o persoana dar sa nu faceti prea multe in sensul asta. Din diverse motive : distanta , circumstante , diferenta de varsta . 

                             Fara sa vrei te apropii de ea si te simti in largul tau. Cum nu te-ai simtit cu nimeni de sex opus. Poti sa-i spui orice fara sa-ti fie teama ca te critica , condamna . Varianta ta dar de sex opus . 

                             Te atasezi , inevitabil . Esti om . Ai suflet . Dar intr-o zi cineva observa toate astea . Si te-ntreaba detalii . Incearca sa-ti descoase sufletul . Sa scoata mai mult decat ar fi .. 

                               Si atunci stai.. cugetezi si te-ntrebi : e oare ceva mai mult ? Aparente , poate . Dar de cateva zile imaginea lui iti acapareaza gandurile . Nu indraznesti sa visezi .. sa mergi mai departe . Ti-e teama c-ai strica totul . De circumstante . De tine insuti . De sufletul tau hain avid dupa iubire . 

                              Si acum ce faci ? Chiar daca te feresti , te minti .. ceva e . Dar nu mai esti o copila . Nu te mai avanti . Nu te mai grabesti . O sa uiti . Vei trece peste . 

                             Lasitate ? Nici vorba. Doar capacitatea de a realiza ca totul ar fi in van . Totul .. 

                            Minte-ti inima . E tot ce poti face . Nu risca . N-ai nimic de castigat. Iluzii de moment . 

 

 

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.

No, I want to fall in love

With you …

Lepsucaaaaaaaaaaaaa….

    N’seara.
               Pierdeam timpul pe tumblr si am gasit o leapsa. Mi-am dat seama ca a trecut prea mult timp si nu am mai  completat una. Hehehe.
             Sa trecem la trrrrrrrrrrreaba !

1. 1: Name : Oli
2. 2: Age : 18
3. 3: 3 Fears : viitor, moarte , gandaci
4. 4: 3 things I love : familie , prieteni, rockul
5. 5: 4 turns on : ochii albastri,saruturile,degetele  lungi de pianist, zona gatului
6. 6: 4 turns off : mirosul de transpiratie,unghiile roase sau murdare,espadrilele,slapii(sandalele) cu sosete…
7. 7: My best friend : Denisa
8. 8: Sexual orientation : Hetero.
9. 9: My best first date : Duminica.
10. 10: How tall am I : 1.67
11. 11: What do I miss : Baton Roxy 😆
12. 12: What time were I born : 16:20
13. 13: Favourite color : albastru
14. 14: Do I have a crush : No.
15. 15: Favourite quote : Nu lupti decat pentru ceea ce iubesti.
16. 16: Favourite place : In fata calculatorului 😆
17. 17: Favourite food : passsssstai
18. 18: Do I use sarcasm : Yeaaaaaaap.
19. 19: What am I listening to right now : Alternosfera : Drumuri necunoscute
20. 20: First thing I notice in new person : Ochii .
21. 21: Shoe size : 39-40
22. 22: Eye color : caprui spre negru.
23. 23: Hair color : saten
24. 24: Favourite style of clothing : cum apuc. tricou larg si colanti/blugi de cele mai multe ori.
25. 25: Ever done a prank call? : Da… TU ESTI MARSHEEEEEEL ? 😆
26. 26: Favourite movie : The Notebook
27. 27: Favourite song : Greu… Slipknot-Snuff,Manson-Running To The Edge.
28. 28: Favourite band : SLIPKNOTTTTT
29. 29: How I feel right now : Obosita.
30. 30: Someone I love : R.
31. 31: My current relationship status : intr-o relatie.
32. 32: My relationship with my parents : buna
33. 33: Favourite holiday : actuala
34. 34: Tattoos and piercing i have : nonoonono..
35. 35: Tattoos and piercing i want : craniu / in limba
36. 36: Do I and my last ex hate each other? : n-ai treabaaa..
37. 37: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? : Da, sunt extrem de dragute.
38. 38: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? : Daaaaaa.
39. 39: When did I last hold hands? : Ieri.
40. 40: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? : jumatate de ora
41. 41: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? : DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA…
42. 42: Where am I right now?: Cu capu-n nori
43. 43: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? : Dunno.. Prietenii,Denisa.
44. 44: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? :  LA MAXIM TATAIE
45. 45: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? : Da….
46. 46: Am I excited for anything? : Concertul Rammstein plus 8 august 😳 .
47. 47: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? : Daaa. R. si P.
48. 48: How often do I wear a fake smile? : Nu prea des.  Nu-mi place falsitatea.
49. 49: When was the last time I hugged someone? : Ieri….
50. 50: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? : Urat sentiment…
51. 51: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? : DAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
52. 52: What is something I disliked about today? : Cearta cu Denisa.
53. 53: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? : COREY TAYLORRRRRRR
54. 54: What do I think about most? : Viitor, R.
55. 55: What’s my strangest talent?:  Moaca pe care o fac atunci cand castig la carti 😆
56. 56: Do I have any strange phobias? : De oamenii ” chelbosi” cu burta.
57. 57: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? : Behind..
58. 58: What was the last lie I told? : Ieri , nu conteaza 😆
59. 59: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? : Telefon
60. 60: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? : Probabil exista..
61. 61: Do I believe in magic?  : Nu
62. 62: Do I believe in luck? : Uneori
63. 63: What’s the weather like right now? : FRIGGGGGGGGGGGGG
64. 64: What was the last book I’ve read? : Morometii
65. 65: Do I like the smell of gasoline? : IL ADORRRRRRRRR
66. 66: Do I have any nicknames? : Oli
67. 67: Do I spend money or save it? : Save it.
68. 68: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? : Ain’t nobody got time for that
69. 69: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? : Nuuu..
70. 70: Favourite animal? : Caine
71. 71: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? : Vorbeam pe mess.
72. 72: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? : Lucifer
73. 73: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? : Sulfur-Slipknot
74. 74: How can you win my heart? : You can’t . It’s stolen already.
75. 75 :  What is my favorite word? : familie
    
76. 76: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? : Sa pretuiasca fiecare secunda
77. 77: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? : Sa fiu invizibilaaa
78. 78: What is my current desktop picture? : Corey Taylorrrrrrr 
79. 79: Bought condoms? : Nooo.. 
80. 80: Gotten pregnant? : God , no -______- 
81. 81 Failed a class? : N-ai treaba….. 
82. 82 Kissed a boy? : Daaaa. 
83. 83: Kissed a girl? : Acum multttt,multttttttt , muuuuuult timp . 
84. 84: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? : Nooooo..
85. 85: Had job? : Da, smecheroasa lumii 😳 
86. 86: Left the house without my wallet? : Am portofel ?!?! 😆 
87. 87: Bullied someone on the internet? : Daaaa 😆 
88. 88: Had sex in public? : Ei no..
89. 89: Played on a sports team? : No
90. 90: Smoked weed? : Nu, doar faaaan 
91. 91: Did drugs? : No
92. 92: Smoked cigarettes? : Neaah , pierdere de timp/bani
93. 93: Drank alcohol? : Nu prea, nu-mi place -_- 
94. 94: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? : Nu.. 
95. 95: Been overweight?: Nu.. ^_^ 
96. 96: Been underweight? : Nu creeed. 
97. 97: Been to a wedding? : Nuuuuuuuu 😆 
98. 98: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? : Chiar mai muuuuulttt .. 
99. 99: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? : Dar ce am mancat stricat?! Nuu .. 
100. 100: Been outside my home country? : Nuuuuuu .. 
101. 101: Gotten my heart broken? : Mdaa. 
102. 102: Been to a professional sports game? : Fotbal?! 😆 
103. 103: Broken a bone? : Nu, doar mateleeeee de foame 😆 
104. 104: Cut myself? : Nuuu.
105. 105: Been in airplane? : No 
106. 106: Fly by helicopter? : No
107. 107: What concerts have I been to? : Zdob si Zdub,ALTERNOSFERA,Iris,Holograf,Voltaj.. in curand RAMMSTEIN
108. 108: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
109. 109: Learned another language? : Sa zicem 
110. 110: Wore make up? : Daa, tusul e pretenasul meu . 
111. 111: Dyed my hair? : Da.
112. 112: Voted in a presidential election? : Nuuu , nu inca .
113. 113: Rode in an ambulance? : Da, e fain tare 😆 
114. 114: Had a surgery? : Nuuu .. 
115. 115: Met someone famous? : Ambasadorul Frantei se pune?! 😆 
116. 116: Stalked someone on a social network? : Mai intrebi ?! 😆 
117. 117: Been fishing? : Daaaa , plictisitor 
118. 118: Helped with charity? : Nuuu .. 
119. 119: Been rejected by a crush? : Ei da, se mai intampla.. 
120. 120: Broken a mirror? : Nu.. 
121. 121: What do I want for birthday? : A cam trecut dar n-am pretentii .. 
122. 122: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? : Un baiat. Flavius cred. 
123. 123: Was I named after anyone? : Da,dupa o regina si dupa o actrita 😆 Mama e o smechera.
124. 124: Do I like my handwriting? : Mergee.. 
125. 125: What was my favourite toy as a child? : Papusile ?! Logic. 
126. 126: Favourite Tv Show? : Nu-mi vine acum. 
127. 127: Where do I want to live when older? : Iasi 
128. 128: Play any musical instrument? : Nu..
129. 129: One of my scars, how did I get it? : Pur si simplu .. 
130. 130: Favourite pizza toping? : E PIZZA, NU CONTEEEEEEEEAZA. Ciuperci si masline sa nu aiba. 
131. 131: Am I afraid of the dark? : Uneori.. 
132. 132: Am I afraid of heights? : Daaaaaaa. 
133. 133: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? : Nuuu .. 
134. 134: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? : Cred ca da.
135. 135: What I’m really bad at : Temperament…
136. 136: What my greatest achievments are : Sa fiu premianta 11 ani de zile?! 😆 
137. 137: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me : prea multe.. 
138. 138: What I’d do if I won in a lottery : Uhuuu.. nu termin pana maine de scris 
139. 139: What do I like about myself : Las’ pe altii sa zica. 
140. 140: Something I fantasise about : Eihaaa.. 
141. 141: Any question you’d like? : Ceva in limita bunului simt.

The Love Song

I’ve got love songs in my head

that are killïng us away….

 

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Imi place sa completez lepsuci. Uneori cand nu stiu ce e cu mine .. raspund la intrebari firesti , care reflecta realitatea si ma regasesc. Ma amuza si ma fac sa accept realitatea ! 

La voi care e efectul ? 

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? – boyfriend
2.When did your last hug take place? – in Secu . 
3.Are you a jealous person? – yeap yeap . 
4.Are you tired right now?- Very .. 
5.Do you chew on your straws? – no… 
6.Have you ever been called a tease? – No.. 
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? – Da, mare greseala. Cum s-adorm in picioare?!
8.Do you cry easily? – Sometimes.. depinde cine ma face sa plang.
9.What should you be doing right now? – Sa mananc ca mor de foame dar mi-e lene . 
10.Are you a heavy sleeper? – Uneori , trebuie sa fie intuneric oricum si sa fiu invelita. 
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? – Incerc.. 
12.Are you mad at someone right now? – No. 
13.Do you believe in love? – Depinde de persoana. Uneori .. 
14.What makes you laugh no matter what? – My best friend ^_^
15.Who was the last person you talked to? – P.V
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? – HELL YEAH.
17.Will you get married? –Nu stiu , nu vad asta ca pe o implinire.. pot trai si fara un act.
18.When was the last time you smiled? – Acum 5 minute. 
19.Does anyone like you? – Inclin sa cred ca da 😳 . 
20.Do you secretly like someone? – No.. 
21.Who was the first person you talked to today? – Mama.
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? – My best friend. 
23.What are you NOT looking forward to? – Atentie.. 
24.What ARE you looking forward to? – Liniste .. 
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? – Da.. 
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? – Nimic. Nu ma mai afecteaza.
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?- Sperrr, la facultatee.. 
28.Are you a forgiving person? – Depinde de persoana. 
29.How many TRUE friends do you have? – 2 . 
30.Do you fall for people easily? – Uneooooooooooooori 😳 . 
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? – No.. 
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? – Suc. 
33.Who was the last person you drove with? – Verisoara Denisei. 
34.How late did you stay up last night and why? – 4 dimineata. Am scris pe blog,ganduri,mi-era lene sa ma duc sa ma culc.. 
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? – Iasi  , claaaaaaaaar ! 
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? – Denisa. 
37.Can you live a day without TV? -CHIAR SI 2 ! 
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? – Extrem.. extrem acum ceva luni cred.
39.Three names you go by.. – Pas.
40.Are you currently in a relationship? – Yeah 😳 . 
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? – The Notebook.
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? – Neah.. prostii . 
43.What’s your current problem? – Timpuuuuuuul . 
44.Have you ever had your heart broken? – Daaa.. 
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? – Depinde de persoana. Am avut cateva.. merge daca vrei. Dar implica multa incredere,rabdare si mai ales fara gelozii si faze nasoalee.
46.How many kids do you want to have? – Unul ! Si nici ala nu-i sigur ! 
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? – DAAAAA. E aiurea cand afla de la altii. God. De obicei dau de inteles asta.. nu zic . 

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?- Felul lui de a fi..

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you? – Nu ma deranjeaza, dar ma apuca uneori complexele legate de bust dar imi trec cand vad un tricou fain cu cranii , larrg . 

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night? – alternosfera,iasi,21,superba zi.

04: what are you listening to? – Rock,Hip-Hop..  acum  Since I’ve Been Loving You – Led Zeppelin

06: where do you think your best friend is right now? – In  Iasi .

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days? – Nooooo .^^ 

08: sex on the first date? –Never.

09: kiss on the first date?- Uneori . 

10: is there one person you want to be with right now? – Mai multeee.. 

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life? – Este loc si de mai bine . 

12: is there something you would like to say to someone? – Nu .. am zis deja ce era de spus. 

13: what are three things you did today? – Facut patul , ascultat muzica , stat pe tumblr 😆 

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? – Dunno.. 

15: what is your favorite kind of gum? – N-am pretentii ! 

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? – Daaa ! 😀 

17: what is on your wrists right now? – Bratari si ceasul .. 

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? – Daaaaaaa . Chiar si acum ! 😆 

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you? – Da , dar totul trece.. 

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone? – Noo .. 

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone? – Daa.. cu totii o facem . 

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language? – Ain’t nobody got time for that. 

23: how have you felt today? – Tired. 

1.Kissed a girl? – Daaa 😆 Acum mult,mult timp. 

2.Kissed a boy? – Evident ca da . 

3.Had sex in public? – Hell Noooo… 

4.What’s your religion? – Crestin-ortodox.

5.What does your URL mean? – Who cares?

7.Do you have any nicknames? – Oli . 

8.Do you like bubble bath? – Daa. 

9.Kissed in the rain? – Not yet. 

11.Soup or salad? – Salad. 

12.Vegetable or meat? – Ambele. 

18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? – Da, frumos sentiment. 

19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted? – Bunaaaa. ^_^ 

20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? – Da. De mai multe ori . 

21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game? – No. I hate video games . 

22.Tried to commit suicide? – Noooo… 

23.The last time you felt broken? – Acum ceva luni . 

24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? – No , sunt persoane care ma cunosc din prima. 

25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend? – Yeahh . 

26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair? – Mediu acum .. 

27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl? – Ochii ! 

28.Do you sing in the shower? – Alwayys. 

29.Do you dance in the car? – Hahahhaha da. 

30.Where were you yesterday? – Acasa, afara , acasa . 

31.Ever used a bow and arrow? – No. 

32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? – Nu de un fotograf .. de prietena mea cea mai buna. 

33.Do you think musicals are cheesy? –Nu , doar ca nu ma atrag. 

34.Is Christmas stressful? – Nici vorba.. nu ma stresez cu cumparaturi ,cadouri , blabla. Conteaza doar sa fii cu persoanele dragi , macar o data pe an .Restu-s detalii . 

35.Favorite type of fruit pie? – Nu conteaza, dulce sa fie . 

36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? – Doctor, dansatoare…

37.Do you believe in ghosts? – Uneori .. 

38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? – Mai mereu . 

39.Take a vitamin daily? – Acum nu . 

41.Wear a bath robe? – No. 

42.What do you wear to bed? – Cum apuc . 😆 

43.Do you want to get married? – Nu neaparat. 

44.Can you curl your tongue? – Nuuuuuuuu . 

Relationship preference: a?! Stabila. Doar cu o persoana , normala. 

45.How many relationships have you had? – Pana in 10 . 

46.How can I win your heart? – You can’t . She is stolen . 

47.what makes a great relationship? – Increderea si comunicarea.. 

48.Shy OR open? – De amandoua, cand trebuie . 

50.Religious OR non-religious? – Idem 48. 

51.Caring OR non-restricting of you?- Caring.. 

53.Piercings OR no piercings? – Piercings ! Nu am dar imi plac la nebunie .. 

54.Tattoos OR no tattoos? – Cu , evident. 

>Yourself: impulsive

Your Hair:  castaniu , mediu . 

Your Mother: bestiala. 

Your Father: printre singurele persoane de sex opus pe care le iubesc momentan . 
Your Dream Last Night: N-am avut.. 
Your Favorite Drink:  Fanta, portocale ! 
Your Dream Car:  Nu-mi plac. 
The Room You Are In: Dormitor. 
Your Ex:  Un baiet ca toti alti baieti. 
Your Fear: viitor.. 
What You Want To Be In Ten Years:  cu o cariera si mai hotarata .. 
Who You Hung Out With Last Night:  Denisa. 
What You’re Not:  calma , falsa. 
Muffins:  merg.
One of Your Wish List Items: un laptop . 
Time:  aproape 2 . 
The Last Thing You Did: am dat niste explicatii .. 
What You Are Wearing:  colanti . 
Your Favorite Weather: april-may
Your Favorite Book: greu de ales.. 
The Last Thing You Ate:  nimic !! 
Your Life: modesta si frumoasa. 
Your Mood:  somnoroasa. 
Your Best Friend: Denisa pentru eternitate. 
What Your Thinking About Right Now:  Ce jita esti , fugi de te culca.. o sa adormi in fund . 
Your Car: nu-mi plac masinile. 
What You Are Doing At The Moment:  dau din cap pe Rammstein 
Your Summer:  abia incepeeeee. 
Your Relationship Status:  intr-o relatie.
What Is On Your TV: nu-mi pasa, nu ma uit , e-nchis.
What Is The Weather Like:  frig zici ca-i toamna. 
When Was The Last Time You Laughed: acum vreo 2-3 ore. 

 Sa o ia cine doreste , dar lasati un comentariu sa va

citesc si eu 😀 ! 

Bucle..

            Vom fi doar noi , noi doi . Intinsi pe un pat mare . 

           Dar firea-mi posesiva te-ar cotropi .  Si as sta cu capul pe pieptul tau si-am privi la fereastra cuprinsa de stropi mari si mici, facand un sunet atat de iubit de noi la atingere.. 

           Firea-mi zburdalnica s-ar plictisi desi linistea ne-ar hrani sufletele.. 

           Privirea mi-ar fi fixata pe chipul tau . Ochii mari negri in care ascunzi atatea temeri , secrete.. Ochii , pe care-i ador cand ii pot citi , cand sunt vulnerabili ori imi redau incredere.

           Parul tau ondulat ti-ar cadea usor pe umerii de culoarea laptelui . M-ai vedea uitandu-ma fix la tine si ai zambi. Gropitele mi-ar provoca fluturasi iar toate emotiile ar fi transmise in obraji . Buzele tale.. elixir al fericirii mele . M-as apropia timorata , simtindu-ti inima batand cu putere langa a mea . 

          Ti-as saruta buzele si doze de fericire m-ar cuprinde. De ce rosesc? De ce ochii tai mari ma coplesesc ? Imi cuprinzi chipul intre palmele tale , moi .. cu degetele lungi de pianist si ma privesti fix. Acum .. privirile noastre spun mult mai multe decat ar putea sa o faca cuvintele.  As inghiti in sec de emotii si mi-ai saruta fruntea asezandu-mi capul pe pieptul tau. 

          Inima ta… atat de zburdalnica. Aud fiecare bataie atat de accelerata , atat de puternica.. poate mult prea puternica. Dar.. de fapt , bataile sunt duble. Inimile noastre fac una.. Emotii. Desi te stiu atat de bine , in fiecare zi ma reindragostesc, de tine , de noi .  Desi fiecare ora imi pare minut iar cele din urma secunde.. 

         As opri timpul .. 

        Imi mangai parul ondulat.. dar tot sunt invidioasa pe parul tau , asemeni unor Feti-Frumosi .. de ce tu ? De ce eu ? De ce noi ? De ce stau aici si zambesc ? Noi doi fericiti ? 

        Bratele tale puternice imi cuprind corpul frematand de emotie. Sunt fericita.. 

        Adorm in parfumul tau . Cu tine langa mine . Cu tine in gand . Aproape de tine . Trup si suflet langa tine.

       Adorm in parfum de iubire.. 

Un altfel de dor..

                 Dor.. tuturor ne este dor la un moment de cineva.

                 Dar.. acum e un dor altfel. Ciudat.

                 Vi s-a intamplat sa va fie dor de o persoana pe care nu ati vazut-o niciodata? 

                 Cand ne imprietenim cu cineva din alt sat,comuna,oras,judet,tara,galaxie.. ne obisnuim cu prezenta acelei persoane in mediul online . Sa vorbim cu ea , sa impartasim idei..

                 Dar asta e un altfel de dor..  e doar obisnuinta . Sa ai cu cine comunica. Dar un altfel de dor ? Sa te indragostesti de cineva pe care nu l-ai vazut fata-n fata ? Sa-ti fie dor ? Se poate ? 

                 Sa-ti doresti sa vezi acea persoana zilnic, sa-ti petreci cat mai mult timp posibil cu ea? Asta e dor?Sau dorinta? Dar din dorinta nu face parte si dorul ?! Si totul vine din subconstient .. pentru ca mintea ta lucreaza. Fara sa vrei te-ai indragostit deja si nu te mai poti purta normal .Sa vezi acea persoana doar ca pe un amic/a ..

                 Si intrebarea e ce faci acum ? Te-avanti in ceva in care multi n-ar avea incredere? Iti asculti instinctele ? Iti promiti tie insati ca totul o sa fie bine ? Ca o sa dai ce e mai bun ? O sa-ti pui sufletul pe tava pentru cateva clipe de fericire? 

              Ai incredere in tine .. va fi bine . Intr-o zi . Desi doare lasa-ti sufletul cuprins de dor .. ai nevoie de el. Sufletul tau are nevoie de sentimente , tu ai nevoie de EL.  De ceva nou . De sinceritate . Inocenta.. sufletul tau are nevoie de tine. Cea veche . Sentimentala si plina de fericire in stare sa o transmita cu un singur zambet..

     – I love this song because of you.. . Thanks – 

Hypnotize U

just close your eyessssssssss

lemme hypnotise youuu

let’s get looseee tonight
you know i’ll find you .. ♥

this song made my day.